she talks a lot
For I have many secrets to tell you.
That I am
ChijSTC, last bloody year. Anyways it's about time too.
15.02.91
Catholic at St.Anthony's
I have a dog, a really noisy white one
and I love whateve makes me laugh
I want the rule the world
Yes, the
whole world:)
Eating: choocolate
Drinking: caffeine
Watching: Whose line it is anyway
Listening: Breakeven- The ScriptMonday, November 10
goooooodbye, for now
Saturday, November 1
a tired sigh, a weary expression
first things first, I MISS TULANG.
I bet she's having fun with the maori boys that she cant even phone home.
I do hope she brings back something, maybe a cow.
heh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY.
who is 43 yrs old but has less hair than daddy.
and their the same age.
too bad, we cant indulge in wine for the occasion
oh no.
why?
daddy is having dinner with the german boss again.
least we bought her cake, strawberries and all.
O levels, ah yes the devil it is.
is going to pass as soon as it came.
5 more bloody papers.
4 days,
3 subjects.
&what else to do then to
party like a rockstar:)
I do look forward after it all ends.
prom, camps, church, outings with niki,
escapades with the girls, movie marathons,
sleepovers, chalets, birthdays, barbecues,
shopping, beach-ing, christmas parties,
new year's day, Leslie, laughing, smiling,
ignoring, irritating.
anybody with a good camera?
anybody?
no, yes?
CHEERS:)
10:21 PM smile for the posers, love
I bet she's having fun with the maori boys that she cant even phone home.
I do hope she brings back something, maybe a cow.
heh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY.
who is 43 yrs old but has less hair than daddy.
and their the same age.
too bad, we cant indulge in wine for the occasion
oh no.
why?
daddy is having dinner with the german boss again.
least we bought her cake, strawberries and all.
O levels, ah yes the devil it is.
is going to pass as soon as it came.
5 more bloody papers.
4 days,
3 subjects.
&what else to do then to
party like a rockstar:)
I do look forward after it all ends.
prom, camps, church, outings with niki,
escapades with the girls, movie marathons,
sleepovers, chalets, birthdays, barbecues,
shopping, beach-ing, christmas parties,
new year's day, Leslie, laughing, smiling,
ignoring, irritating.
anybody with a good camera?
anybody?
no, yes?
CHEERS:)
10:21 PM smile for the posers, love
TRICK OR TREAT.9:29 PM smile for the posers, love
Tuesday, October 28
midnight treats.
it's 2am.
she puts the phone down.
her best friend got to her head.
sneaking out of her room, to visit her old friend that burns.
without light, in the corner,
she starts to talking to her friend.
she starts to talking to her friend.
offering everything its got.
her head becomes numb, in a good way.
the stench of regret repulses her.
her friend has died out, she gets angry.
out the window she throws it out.
throws the one thing that corrodes her life
like she's throwing away another fucked up memory.
'thanks for nothing', she says.
another night, another day.
she will wake up the next morning
and it will be the same cycle again.
1:57 PM smile for the posers, love
let the walls have their say
Are you listening?
We write a thousand pages, they're torn and on the floor
Headlights hammer the windows, we're locked behind these doors
And we are never leaving, this place is part of us
And all these scenes repeating are cold to the touch
My hands seem to deceive me
When I'm nervous or when I'm healthy
The scenery's all drawn...
They hang here from the walls dear,
Painting pictures, bleeding colors, blanket the windows...
Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe.
Your eyes see right through me.
These fights with your arms left beside.
One thing and one more says goodnight.
You've got the map come get to me.
These knuckles break before they bleed.
Tear out these veins that own my heart.
This skin that wears your lasting marks.
I've built these walls come get to me, come get to me.
Is this your lesson, a slight discretion,
The lines that keep you, the lines that sweep you.
Lock the doors from the inside...
Your face is so contagious, it wears announcements,
It leaves me breathless,
I won't forget this.
I won't forget.
Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe.
Your eyes see right through me.
Let the walls have their say.
Have their say.
There's no conversation, words without remorse
And this television drowns the only source
Wake from these dreams of you in my arms
To the staircase where you hold my heart
This place, these walls mean everything to me.
1:48 PM smile for the posers, love
We write a thousand pages, they're torn and on the floor
Headlights hammer the windows, we're locked behind these doors
And we are never leaving, this place is part of us
And all these scenes repeating are cold to the touch
My hands seem to deceive me
When I'm nervous or when I'm healthy
The scenery's all drawn...
They hang here from the walls dear,
Painting pictures, bleeding colors, blanket the windows...
Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe.
Your eyes see right through me.
These fights with your arms left beside.
One thing and one more says goodnight.
You've got the map come get to me.
These knuckles break before they bleed.
Tear out these veins that own my heart.
This skin that wears your lasting marks.
I've built these walls come get to me, come get to me.
Is this your lesson, a slight discretion,
The lines that keep you, the lines that sweep you.
Lock the doors from the inside...
Your face is so contagious, it wears announcements,
It leaves me breathless,
I won't forget this.
I won't forget.
Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe.
Your eyes see right through me.
Let the walls have their say.
Have their say.
There's no conversation, words without remorse
And this television drowns the only source
Wake from these dreams of you in my arms
To the staircase where you hold my heart
This place, these walls mean everything to me.
1:48 PM smile for the posers, love
Monday, October 27
when disappointment hits like nausea.
FUCK everything.
Im gonna run away, live with michelle and leslie in britain, everyone else.
the only good new, in like ever is that leslie is coming back.
than fucking stay on here.
9:40 AM smile for the posers, love
Im gonna run away, live with michelle and leslie in britain, everyone else.
the only good new, in like ever is that leslie is coming back.
than fucking stay on here.
9:40 AM smile for the posers, love
Tuesday, October 21
Be patient girl.
I have decided to straighten my hair.
*gasp*
& I want EVERYONE'S OPINION.
to leslie, please dont do anything stupid
and keep it together, will you?
I'll shall have a nice talk to you online ah,
and knock you into your senses.
take care you!
loves:)
10:47 PM smile for the posers, love
*gasp*
& I want EVERYONE'S OPINION.
to leslie, please dont do anything stupid
and keep it together, will you?
I'll shall have a nice talk to you online ah,
and knock you into your senses.
take care you!
loves:)
10:47 PM smile for the posers, love
Sunday, October 19
The O ride.
here it is,
one whole month of silence.
one whole month, of working my hand muscles.
one whole month away from everything else.
till then, cheerios everyone!
10:22 PM smile for the posers, love
one whole month of silence.
one whole month, of working my hand muscles.
one whole month away from everything else.
till then, cheerios everyone!
10:22 PM smile for the posers, love
Thursday, October 16
Oh Lord, I pray it's right.
I talked to niki,
she told me a lot of thing I wanted to hear.
She seemed happy, but I could see in her eyes
she does'nt want me fall down again.
she also told me to be careful.
and very sure of what I want.
best friend, I love her loads.
8:48 PM smile for the posers, love
she told me a lot of thing I wanted to hear.
She seemed happy, but I could see in her eyes
she does'nt want me fall down again.
she also told me to be careful.
and very sure of what I want.
best friend, I love her loads.
8:48 PM smile for the posers, love
it's just the beginning.
1 down.
11 more to go.
it's not even a proper paper laaa.
EMBARASSING.
and me and niki ate jalepenos today.
mama mia, when you think chilli padis are hot enough.
8:45 PM smile for the posers, love